School has ended and the partying has started!!!

Just kidding. Forget the partying, I am not a social butterfly. But really, school for 2014 is over (finally). This year had been pretty much hell for me. I cried a lot this year. The education system was a burden to everyone (teachers and parents included). In conclusion, this year was hectic, emotional, stressful and other negative things you can think of.

School wasn't all bad, of course. As long as you have people to share your burden with, school will always be fine... I guess? That's a lie. Friends or no friends, school is still hell. Won't change a thing at all. 

3 Akasia was okay, I think. Sure, they never (like really, never ever) listen to me when I ask them to do things. A+ for you, Amirah. Leadership skills game so strong. I liked this class as compared to the classes I've been in before. Maybe it's because 2 Akasia was filled with emotionally affected fourteen year old dickheads and 1 Akasia was filled with complete awkward newbies. 

The education system this year was so messed up (and by messed up I mean, really messed up). They changed the systems last minute. Who does that? Who the hell does that to a kid? These changes affected my results completely. I don't know why they think this makes the students' life easier. Picture this: You've been getting pretty much all As for every subject. You can (and usually will) ace all subjects. Maths and Science was a piece of cake (sort of... I loved these two subjects). All of a sudden, your grades got lower. Yeah sure, you got an A for Science but it's not good enough. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate my marks. I did try my best but it felt like I didn't give my best. From 90 and above, my marks decreased to 80 (or maybe below 80). Living skills paper should've been easy because it used to be objective. During the March Test, I got a solid 90 for L.S. When they changed the system, I got a C for L.S just because it was freakin' subjective. I hated myself, really. 

Teachers were well, just teachers. I don't expect anything more from them. Although, I kinda liked my History teacher. She's weird. I like her. Totally disliked my Science teacher. I don't get why people like him. He's so annoying. I can't stand him. 

As for the major exams I took this year... I screwed up, okay? I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry I screwed up. For some papers like Religious Studies, they changed the format. Like I said, I hate the system. Got my results tho. Didn't get the grades but I know my marks.  In total, I got 4As and 2Bs. I know some would cheer for me. Congrats, Amirah! You got As and shit. Wohoo!! I don't know what to feel. I'm pretty disappointed with my marks. I could've done better this year. What's the use of crying over spilled milk, right? Some people got it worse so I guess I'm pretty okay.

I've been thinking a lot about moving schools. My parents are making me apply to a boarding school. Honestly, I want to get out from my school. I don't know why. I can't stand it maybe. Or I just want to start afresh. I'm just sick of the school for no good reason. But really, at the same time, I don't want to leave. I like it here. I'm used to it. I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. I'll still be applying anyway because I can't defy my parents' orders. They know what's best for me so I'll let them decide (since I can't decide on my own). 

Anyway, thank God this year has almost come to an end. I'm so tired of school. The only thing left is the day I take my results which is on 22nd December. Pretty scared, obviously.

Til then, I'll be updating as frequently as possible. I'm trying to motivate myself to write stories and shit. Also, I'll be studying for next year. I'm probably lying to myself. Oh well, at least hell is done. . . for now