The bitch I hate so much

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Hello.
So, a post about the cunt aye? Alright, here it goes.

Once upon a time, there's this cunt who appeared in my kindergarten. Even when I was about 5/6 years old, I find her fucking annoying. I mean, even by looking at her face makes me want to vomit. When I 'graduated' from kindergarten, I was actually relieved I didn't have to see her.

In primary school, I had 6 years of peace. Well I think. To sum everything up, primary school was six years of fun(ish) in my life. Haha. But really tho. Six years of f u n.

After primary school, there's high school a.k.a hell. I told you before, I got accepted into a high performance all girls' school, thanks to my straight As results. That's good right? Honestly, I don't even know why I applied to this school. Maybe it's because when I was 12 and it was my last year in primary school, I said "Oh I'm going to a girls' school because I can stand lunatic (but cute) boys. So bye boys. See ya in a million years" I am such an idiot. Now, I'm stuck here, without cute guys. damn. Why god? WHY?

Okay well that went out from the topic. . . As I was saying, girls' high school? Ew. High performance girl's high school? Double Ew multiplied by infinity. I was really having a bad time making friends there. I was the anti social one, what did ya expect? After a few weeks, I got friends. After a few months, I have a little clique of my own. We're the 'three As'. haha This will be in another special post.

Aaaaanywhore, apparently the cunt from kindergarten and another girl from my kindergarten ride the same van as me. So, me, being an idiot said "Oh wait aren't you the girl in - *inserts kindergarten school name*. Hi, long time no see" And 'gladly' she answered. After a while we started talk to each other. For your information, she's clingy and a fucking attention seeker. Who talks to seniors who don't even or barely know you and hugs them? Her. Unlike me, I don't think anyone in school knows me (which is half a lie because there are some students who knew me. Yay, I feel loved) Whatever. Okay so, we started talking to each other. Blah blah blah. I never did consider her as my 'friend' more like an 'acquaintance'.

So this happened after a year. Last few months I avoided her. Want to know the reason why? One 'lovely' day, I had a really bad day. I mean who doesn't? I was having my mood swings and a teacher pissed me off and ruined my fucking day and there she was annoying me. I came back to class early and it was a few minutes til school is over. She came to my class (thank god we're not in the same class) and started yelling at me things like "OH HURRY UP AND PACK YOUR STUFF. I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE THE VAN LEAVE US. SO HURRY THE FUCK UP AND PACK YOUR SHIT UP" clearly, I wasn't in the mood. So, I packed my 'shit' up and stormed off the class without saying good bye (It's a habit for me to go home saying goodbye to the class) and 'ran' to the bloody van.

On the next lovely day, my mood was better now. but I'm still not talking to her. Well why would I apologize to someone who came into my class and yelled at me. She tried to ask why a few times but I avoided her every fucking time. I felt relieved because I am so fucking done with that bitch. The other two As asked me why didn't I talk to her (FYI they also despised her) and well, we made a pact to not talk to her. at all. It went well actually. For two(?) months straight, we avoided her. I thought she had forgotten me but fuck no. She bugged me through my dms. "Oh why aren't you talking to me?" "Can we still be friends?" Eugh fuck no. oh fuck no. fuck you. no. I ignored her until one day she bugged the two As and my close friend in class though dms. "Oh why is *inserts my name* not talking to me?" "Can you ask her that please?" fuck off for fucks sake.

One day she dm-ed me, "for god's sake *my name* why aren't you talking to me anymore?" She continued, "We used to be so close. We're best friends remember?" I got fed up with life and replied with "You know what just forget about it. Go away" Well I thought she actually fucked off from my life, but no. Again, fuck my thoughts. She kept bugging me until my friends had to butt in. After a few lot of nasty words said to each other I ended it with "Forget about it. Stop talking to us" and for once my thoughts were right. She did stop.

I remember when a few of my classmates 'cut' their wrists. Reason? Depression. What? If cutting didn't exist, they wouldn't do that. Anyway she came into our class and 'showed off' her cuts. What? Yep, she showed off her cuts. Are you seeking for attention? Showing off your wrists because you cut? Do you think that's cool? Do you think you're fucking cool to cut? Cutting is never cool. Cuts are hideous, they aren't pride marks. You're not supposed to show off your cuts, you're not even supposed to cut. (To those who cut, please and try to stop. You're worth more than a little blade and words can't hurt you. You're stronger than that) She's the definition of disgusting.

I think that's it. God know what'll happen in the future. I'm now having two weeks of holiday and this happened during the first day of hols (which was yesterday) SO let's just hope she'll get the fuck out from my life. Thanks for 'listening' I really had to get rid of the emotions inside. Now I feel less angry. I blocked her on Twitter, unfriended her on Facebook, unfollowed her on Instagram etc. Oh and dear cunt, if you're reading this, you should feel special because I wrote a fucking long post specially made for you.

Alrightio then, it's waaaay past my bedtime and I have to sleep right now. So goodnight lovelies. Don't let the bed bugs bite.
xo