Hello guys

Yaaaaas I am back after eight days not posting a thing on my blog. Guess what? Today we had school. Yes, its Saturday. Ew? I know right. The only way the school forced us to come is by having tests on Saturdays. We had higher order thinking skills (HOTS) type of questions for maths and science, Overall, it was nice. No, I'm serious. It was nice. By the way, did I mention that if you did not take the test, ten marks will be deducted from your formative marks. Brutal? Pretty much. 

Anyway, yes lets talk about the topic of the day. Lately, I've noticed some people 'coming out'. Well, no actually I don't consider it as coming out. Its sort of like 'keeping it a secret but I make it obvious to people but its still a secret' sort of thing. Apparently I just found out (maybe not 'just' I knew it a long time ago but I chose to deny it) that my best friend (or ex best friend. I don't know where do I stand in her life anymore) is bisexual; I think. Recently, I just found out that she's dating a ex-student from my school. To be honest, I don't know what I should feel. I am aware that it is haram but then I'm no homophobe, I guess. I mean like its weird to see a girl with a girl but then the world is ending so its sorta normal. Eugh I don't even know anymore.

Moving on to the next topic, sexual harassment. Very serious matter. Not joking about this one, there's a girl in my form that uh how do I say this? She likes to touch people. I am cool with people hugging me (even though you can feel their boobs on your boobs which is a weird feeling. really weird because its like "oh you have boobs too and I can feel it") I am also cool with people touching me- no, wait that sounds wrong. What I meant to say was, I am fine with people touching me at appropriate places eg. my hands. But this girl I swear to god she needs help. I am not sure what's her sexual orientation but she likes to touch people randomly. She touched my waist unexpectedly before going out. I feel somehow violated. I feel dirty and tarnished. I don't know. Should I feel that way? Yes, I should. I just felt like she sexually harasses me. Thank god, I am not close to her. Alhamdulillah. She should really stay away from people because girl, that's creepy as fuck. 

I guess that's it. 

Uh so yeah

Thanks for reading,

xoxo