Weak, Pathetic dan Judgemental

19:02 euphoria 0 Comments

Hey

This matter has been bothering my mind since forever. These are the questions that I keep asking in my mind:


  • Am I weak?
  • Is crying for the weak? 
  • Do I let people walk all over me? 
  • Am I judgemental? 
  • Do people judge me? 
  • Am I pathetic? 
  • Do people think I'm pathetic? 
  • Do people hate me?
  • Do they want me to die?
  • Do I want to die?
I keep having this dream about me in school during assembly and some kidnappers/rapists came to school and grabbed me. I stood in front of the hall and well, I punched them and stuff and then I won. Obviously. Then, a guy came rushing in and held a gun onto his head and wanting to kill himself but I talked to him out of it even though other students were telling him to do it. Then a bad guy dressed up a cop's uniform 'arrested' me but then I had a psycho breakdown and well.... he passed out. Me and the suicidal guy went to the psycho asylum. The end.

I don't even know if I'm alright. :c

Thanks for reading anyway,
xo

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