Skinny, Me and Eating Disorders (and Other Important Things to be Told)
Hello guysI guess this isn't a serious problem but well it bothers me.
It bothers me when someone says:
- you look anorexic
- omg you're so skinny
- you're so lucky you're skinny
- you're lucky. even if you eat a lot, you wont get fat
- do you skip meals?
- omg I can feel your ribs
It also bothers me when someone calls me:
- twig
- bones
- anorexic
- skinny
- stick
Here's the thing, I'm naturally skinny I guess...
I mean like I love food. I don't eat a lot. Doesn't mean I'm fucking anorexic. I have this thing when I eat too much, I feel sick. I will feel like vomiting. I don't know if its a sickness or not.
The thing is I am so sick of people telling me to eat or telling me I'm soo lucky to have a high metabolism. I was born with this. I've been skinny since I was born. Doesn't mean you have ""meat"" in you, you have the rights to tell me I'm anorexic. Its pathetic, really. I can't call you fat but you can call me skinny? Skinny isn't a compliment. For me, it isn't. I'm sorry but calling me skinny won't make you feel better about yourself. I'm sorry I'm fucking skinny. I can't help it okay?
I don't know why but it pissed me off when a friend of mine doesn't eat. "Oh I'm so fat I'm skipping lunch" when later she'll complain about how hungry she is. Its called fucking attention seeking. I'm sorry I know I'm offending so many people but I am allowed to voice out my opinion... am I?
I'm trying so hard to change people. I'm sick of it. No one barely gives a shit about me. When I have a bad mood for instance, no one gives a shit. While I care about people, people don't care about me. I hate it. I hate it that no one appreciates me as a friend.
Oh boo hoo she complains about everything, I was just joking. I get it; you're joking. When do you ever stop joking about my life?
Calling me gay because I fucking hugged a girl who happens to be bisexual? Calling me gay because I occasionally reblog boobs? Really?
Does it matter to you what my sexual orientation is? I could be straight I could be gay I could be bi.
Would it matter? No.
Why? Because I'm still me.
I've been telling you, I'm straight. Am you say yeah right.
Fuck you. Alright, fuck you.
Honestly, fuck you all, friends. Fuck you.
xo
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