My Thoughts: Self-Harming

17:41 euphoria 0 Comments

Hello there

So here it is, my thoughts on self harming. My friend self harms, so I'm just going to write this based on her.  I've wanted to write this a long time ago but I never got the chance to (always put the blame on school) Please don't judge me for this.

First of all, I find self harming completely idiotic. Why the hell would you cut (or other ways of self harming) yourself. Don't you love yourself? (No, I don't think so)

Why do people self harm? I have no fucking idea. A way to escape problems I suppose. They think its the only way to escape. They think no one cares about them. How about you open your fucking eyes and maybe you'll see that I care, people care, obamacare. Honestly, I don't know whether you're fucking stupid or stupid. You never see I'm here for you to help you but nope, no, of course not. You still think no one cares. You do realize that you could always talk to someone about your problems instead of keeping it to yourself. Fine, don't trust me, trust an adult. I'm guessing you cut because of family problems. You think they don't love you. You think you're a burden to them. If they thought of the same thing, they would've just threw you off a fucking cliff and let you fucking die. Maybe I don't understand your problems but don't you fucking dare tell me "Shut up. You don't understand me because you're life is perfect and problem free" or "Oh your problems are small. Shut the fuck up." Don't you ever dare tell me that. Everyone is entitled with their own problems. Mine? I don't know. My problems are small? I could also say the same thing to you when I compare your problems with the people who are starving because they don't have food. At all. Can you please appreciate the fact that you're still here and you're still breathing. People are battling with cancer, people living in a country and wars happening. They never know when they're going to die and they don't want to die. There's so much things happening yet you're here moaning about how your life is bullshit. I'm not saying that if you're problem is small no one's supposed to care about it. No, what I'm trying to tell you is your problem may be small but tell someone. Never ever keep it to yourself. Thoughts on wanting to die? Excuse you, biatch. Ever heard of the word thankful? Be thankful that you're breathing. Be thankful that you're blessed with a family. Be thankful that you're blessed with what you have right now. So stop being a fucking bitch. "Oh no one cares about me, not even my parents" Fuck you, dude. Really? If you died, they would be the ones mourning over your death. When you die, they'll think it's their fault. They'll live with the guilt every single fucking day. So think before you do anything. If you think you're fat/ugly, I keep telling you to stop thinking like that. Did you? Of course not. Why am I not surprised? Side note: If anyone (usually skinny bitches) ever tell you that you're fat, rub your fucking curves at their faces and be proud of it.

That's probably it, I guess...

Thanks for reading,
xo