Dear you

16:56 euphoria 0 Comments

Dear you
what happened to the old you
when did this happen
bleeding wrists
skipping meals
all influenced by her
the best friend
your one and only friend

you told everyone
you didn't have friends
that you were alone
and had no one to hold your hands
what about me?
if you didn't have friends
who am I to you
where do I stand?
was I your friend too
or was I just an acquaintance 

we were so close
then you pushed me away
pretended like I didn't exist
you chose her over me
you thought I was being bitchy
you told me to stay away
when you were busy complaining 
about people who don't care about you

you blamed everyone
your parents, your friends,
for everything 
you never realised that
it's all you
you stopped appreciating people
how can people change you
when you're too ignorant to change yourself

I tried
I tried so hard
bringing back the old you
I was so close to giving up
but I didn't
because I know
everyone deserves a chance to live
having a chance to breathe freely
having a chance to be happy for once

You should know
 that there are people who care
but you're too blind to see I'm here for you
too stubborn to listen to what I say

Before you end your life
think about this;
family, friends,
the memories we shared
those secrets we kept
think about us
think about me

A.A




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