Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin

09:47 euphoria 0 Comments

Hello

Alhamdulillah, Ramadan has passed (quite fast actually). Now, Syawal is here to celebrate after a whole month of fasting.

Raya this year was not that exciting. Maybe its because I'm growing older and everyone around me is too. I did have a little Raya spirit despite the fact that my trials and oral/listening skills exams are around the corner. Have I started revising? Hella no. Who the hell do you think you're talking to? Yes, I know I am so fucked I am literally digging up my grave. I really feel like giving up.

My parents keep on talking about college, university and stuff like that. Both of them got really good results so I really dont want to disappoint them (although I am a living disappointment but oh well you can't kill yourself) If I were to be given a choice between killing myself and taking the exams, I would rather take the exams (even though I keep telling myself to stab myself in the face) but for real people, why would you die over some stupid paper that determines your future... Okay it does make sense when you put it that way but really, there are so many things to die for and this shit is not worth your life (but it does determine your so called future but oh well fuck it)

Anyway, how was my raya? it was okay. The first day of raya wasn't that exciting as it used to be. I received a number of duit raya but some people are so stingy they think that "big kids" aka teenagers should not receive duit raya. Why do people do this? Dude, I need more money. I'm broke as fuck.

Another thing about raya is it is fricking ridiculous how people look so good on Hari Raya. It is also fucing ridiculous how guys look so fucking hot in Baju Melayu. Like what the fuck who made you do this to me. Fuck.

Anyway, to anyone who is/will reading/read this, Selamat Hari Raya... I guess.

Thanks for reading,
xo